Femboi Charlie

  Happy Pride Boys & Gurls! It's another year, another Pride, another opportunity for growth and gayness! And a wonderful opportunity for me to get off my butt and type out a post! In classic me style, I have a ton of drafts, a ton of ideas, but not enough time to sit down and write them. It also doesn't help that it really never seems like the right time - even though some feel ironically time-sensitive. It's kind of like my sex life: big talk and no walk. It's not really my fault, leastways not entirely. I've been genuinely mega-slammed at work for the past few months, and my hole has required a big reworking of my diet to become cooperative with cleaning. Also, it has to be said, the scene here in my new city is dire ; and having family still living with me does not help. But it's not all bad. On Bsky I've found a community of fellow swimsuit-lovers, which (sounds dorky as heck, but) is really nice. And the unintended side-effect of ...

 So last year was pretty shit, huh. And this year ain't looking much better neither. But we keep holding on.  I wanted to title this post after the chorus to Holding Back The Years, but that's because I misremembered it as "I'll keep moving on", and the actual lyrics didn't quite match what I want this post to be about. Anyways...Hi! I hope you've been well, and you haven't missed me too much. Things have been busy. And there's something I've wanted to write forever, but it's just never a good time. And there was the move. And there's work. And between you and me, I'm looking for an exit strategy because I'm not happy with where I'm at, and the company's going to heck. But moving across the country, plus the economic repercussions of the elections, has made the jobs picture exceptionally bleak.  But I don't want to be a total downer, so I want to share some fun stuff. I've started working on some personal project...

...Though Not Quite Loud Last year, just after Pride Month (much like this year!), I wrote an update post in which I mulled over the meaning of Pride, because it was important to me to make sure that I was actually, honest-to-goodness proud, and not just saying it. Well, this year (unlike last), I can confidently say that I am proud. See, I love being gay, I love being a boy, I love being effeminate, I love being a cross-dresser; but does this mean that I'm proud of these things? Not necessarily: it's possible to be ashamed of certain things we love (think guilty pleasures). And, indeed, there are entirely too many queer people out there who enjoy aspects of their queerness but still wish they were cis/hetero. And to confound matters further, I've been hesitant to make any strong statements in either direction because I did just spend a whole decade living as a woman and it turns out that was one big mistake. It's kind of funny, actually, as I remember typing on this bl...

I don't have any fun quips to start this post. I do have a fun fact, however: there are seven (7!!) drafts since my last post, going all the way down to December! Imagine all those wonderful, kinky things I've wanted to share with you, that were left forgotten! Don't worry, while I know I'm probably never going to publish any of them now, I can give you a pair of quick highlights. First : I hooked up a couple more times. They were amazing. First one was an older daddy type who wasted no time fucking me bareback and breeding me (thanks PrEP!!!), and I gotta say there's something really special about having a man cum inside you, filling you up with his seed. Part of it is psychological, of course, but there's also a raw energy from him because he wants to fill you up, and he wants to fill you deep - he wants his cum to get as far inside you as possible. So he thrusts that much harder, and that much deeper. And you also want this, so you arch your back and push b...

Hello boys and gurls, I hope Pride month treated you well! As you can see, I'm trying my bestest to write more frequently, and more succinctly (with mixed results)! So, in this post I want to talk about a few updates, and I'm gonna try to keep things positive! Update 1: At-Home Laser Hair Removal - It Just Works!   Aaaaaages ago I shared that I'd picked up a pretty nifty and not-cheap-but-def-cheaper-than-salon-sessions laser hair removal gadget. I loved it, it was fantastic, and it worked really well... except that its diode head is a bit too small. This means it's great for getting into smaller areas, and because it's a proper laser it does an excellent job in those smaller areas; but it's mighty inconvenient for larger areas, especially if you have stubborn hairs. So I picked up a second, more fairly-priced gadget, that doesn't have as strong a light but has a much, much wider head. This makes it great for large areas, like under my chin, or my legs; but,...

I was initially going to call this post "Little Quickie," because I want to try and keep it short, and I was going to quip that this was what my girlfriends used to call me, so let's pretend I did that. But also, sadly, they didn't use to call me that - I'm below-average (mercy!) but not below-average enough (curses!). I really need to find a way to shrink my penis that doesn't involve lung cancer (smoking) or aging. If I could pay a surgeon, I don't know, $8k, $10k, $20k..? I'd shred my credit score in a heartbeat; especially if he could also make it thinner. I recently discovered that some folks get surgery to become "nullo," and some also get surgery to become hermaphrodites (salmacian? This is still new to me), so maybe one of them can help me get the micropenis of my dreams... (At time of writing, there's a procedure! Reduction corporoplasty has been used primarily for health/sexual wellness reasons, but there's at least one cas...