Hitting Pause

 We did it, internet! I spent May all locked up!*

*At least one hour/day (for health purposes, but in practice it was at least 12 hours/day)

It was fun, fulfilling, and very emasculating, but it wasn't without problems. And with things in my state returning back to normal as we recover from this pandemic (which means we've gotta go back to our office *insert "thanks, I hate it" meme*), well, chastity has become increasingly more challenging. Especially since I've barely managed to make a dent in my weight, so chastity-friendly skirts and dresses still won't fit.

So I'm taking a break from semi-permanent chastity.

I just can't deal with *having to be* locked up at all times, it's too much pressure when it's not possible without risking my health, and incredibly demoralizing (like, seriously, it's bad). It's also getting very expensive, because my bits keep disagreeing with my cages, so I keep buying different ones (shapes, sizes, materials) and I need to just stop and let my bank account take a breather.

So I'll stop.

Not permanently, mind you, I do miss being locked up.

Last night, for example, I laid face down on my bed and feeling my clit against it just felt wrong - I very much prefer being locked up. I've said it before, and it's no lie: if I could, I'd be permanently locked, 100%.

So I will lock up from time to time, whenever my bits allow it, and it is a net positive change. But I don't know when I'll try semi-perm again. Definitely not before I lose all this weight.

I imagine some of you might be disappointed in this change, but I'd rather it be seen as an example of how to exercise our most important rule: Safety First.

Now, this doesn't mean I'm going to go wild playing with my clitty. I mean, I'll be using it to continue work on my faggotization (as I've discussed previously), but I'll also be exercising restraint and abstinence.

ANYWAYS, I don't know how to end this post - because honestly I wish I didn't have to write it, period - but I suppose I can end it with a promise: that I very much look forward to a day when I can finally return to a consistent chastity regimen, because I sincerely prefer it that way.