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The Gay Cuckold

A few nights ago, I dreamt that I was performing oral sex on a vagina (which belonged to a ciswoman). It wasn't for my pleasure, someone had ordered me to do it and as a good sissy I had to obey. It wasn't great. It wasn't a nightmare, either (at least not yet), but it was pretty unenjoyable for me. It was a perfectly good vagina - nothing wrong with it at all - but it still felt wrong. I didn't like its taste, I didn't like, well, anything about it. I still did a great job, and I managed to fake pleasure, but I was hoping to never go through it again. I don't remember what happened afterwards, I know I got praised for "doing such a good job," but that's about it. Regardless, I'm happy I had this dream. It's my subconscious accepting that I'm a faggot, that I don't want women anymore, that what I want is cock. It reaffirms that my treatment is working. It's a wonderful thing. Now, I'm still struggling with shifting my prefer...